Monday, May 01, 2006

Prick

It was just an average flower. One among the many in the foliage, common and plain looking, it never stood out. I can't quite recall how and when I started staring at this sole blossom.

Everyday I would look forward to the afternoon when I would stroll down the bush were it sprouted. I would gaze at it, tilting my head strenuously in impossible angles to examine every petal and leaf. It didn't give off a fancy fragrance, fortunately, since I was allergic.

The time came when I finally decided to pick it. Using the pair of pinking shears from the kitchen, I cut it from the bush, leaving a thorny stem of fair length. With the tip of my fingers, I held it by the stem. Gently and carefully avoiding the thorns, I twirled it, as it resembled a miniature ballerina dancing on top of a music box...

The scars on my right palm are disappearing, gradually. The bloodstain on the lace of my right sneaker has dried to a dull shade of brown. I still wish to pick up the flower by the bush where it lies. But every time I come near it, the sight of the same thorns, albeit thicker and intimidating, brings me back to my senses.

It will never ever be mine. From the very beginning, I have been perfectly aware of that. After all, it's Lisa's flower.

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