Nov09 EMR

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be French

It's a holiday but I'm in the office working. Shit! I'm the only one from my team; worse, I have to cover for someone who's on vacay in Malaysia, probably trekking Mount Kinabalu by now. No fair!

At least I have this side of the floor all to myself. No boss, no colleague, nobody else. Hay.
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Update: Shet, I resent this day! Bakit nasa office pa ako? Ang dami pang aasikasuhin issues. I so want to throw tantrums and bawl this heavy feeling away. :((

If I Were a Ball

I think I could understand
How it feels to love a boy
Who's gripping me with manly hands

TayTay, I'd let you keep that shirt on. Only if I were that shirt.

Update: I emailed this to my friend officemate at nabastusan siya nung una. Later in life lang niya na-realize na yung football yung tinutukoy ko sa "if I were a ball". Sus!

16% Body Fat, 21 BMI

Sayang naman ang pag-ibig na ibinuhos ko sayo.
Sayang naman ang mga panahon na ginoogle ko sayo.

I feel sorry for my liver and kidneys. For almost two weeks now, I've been subsisting on canned tuna, canned sausages, and instant noodles. (Sucks to have credit card debt!)

Not only am I living an unhealthy lifestyle, I live a dangerous one, too. Every night I sleep with my face smack in front of an electric socket. God forbid I sneeze or drool on it lest I electrocute myself.

On the bright side of me dying that way, aside from the fact that I'd be dead, I'd be a good contender for a Darwin Award.

TayTay

Not the town but Taylor Lautner.

Tonight's my movie date with Dona and we're watching New Moon. Eek! No, I didn't read the books and I didn't watch Twilight either.

If you know me well, you know that the only reason I'm seeing this movie is because of the shirtless TayTay. Never mind much the face, he's not that handsome, but his physique more than compensates for that. With his ripped body, you'd never think he's still a kid.

He's only seventeen.. and I didn't expect to be part of the tough ten.
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Update: It's funny how Jessica Zafra refers to him as the Shirtless Underage Boy and Jailbait With Abs. She even points out he's a Rafael Nadal look-alike. *Nods head in agreement*

Expectedly, the queue was long we almost lost hope that there still were seats left. We had nothing else better to do on a Friday night so we just grabbed whatever tickets were available even if it meant starting the movie at 1AM.

I guess the the three-hour wait at Timezone (and the cash mindlessly burnt on silly games and videoke) was worth it 'cause I liked the movie. I never thought I'd enjoy it but I did.

I still have no plan reading the books 'though.

Delusions of Vocal Virtuosity

I had it all, but I let it slip away. I couldn't see I treated you wrong. Now I wander around feeling down and cold, trying to believe that you're gone.

Losing my mind from this hollow in my heart, suddenly I'm so incomplete. Lord, I'm needing you now; tell me how to stop the rain. Tears are falling down endlessly.

You might say that it's over. You might say that you don't care. You might say you don't miss me, you don't need me. But I know that you do and I feel that you do inside.

Love takes time to heal when you're hurting so much. I couldn't see that I was so blind to let you go. I can't escape the pain inside because love takes time. I don't want be there, I don't want be there alone...