Get Myself Together

It's all over like steps in the first snow. Something's been building up and it's going to blow.

My momma called me last night. She said, "When nothing else fits, pick up the pieces and move on." I see the flashing LED lights. I just can't make sense of the bits. It's like my mind is gone.

I can't stand to see you upset, but you already know. The more close it gets, the less I want to go.

I saw my brother last night. He said, "I know you too well. You can't pretend that nothing's wrong." I see the fuse that ignites like I'm outside of myself. It's like my mind is gone.

My daddy put me aside like when I was a child. He said, "I trust you decide on what you know is right. And for whatever it's worth, I am on your side."

There's no denying the mess that I got us in. And I've been trying my best not to make a scene. I just can't make a sense of it all. It's like my mind is gone.

I got, got to get, get my head back on. I got, got to get myself together. When this hurt is gone, I got, got to get myself together. I got, got to get... I can't tell what's right or wrong. I wish there's something could be done. I'm not that clever. When this hurt is gone, I got, got to get myself together...

Business Lounge in NAIA

Hindi na nga ako natulog. Masakit na ang likod ko, feeling ko magkaka-asthma na ako.

Anyway, I left for the airport two hours earlier I've wanted to experience the business lounge here in NAIA, which I missed in my last trip. Now I'm blogging from here, waiting to board in an hour. Syempre PG (i.e. patay-gutom), I took advantage of the free food: arroz caldo, adobo sandwich, and pandesal with cheese pimiento for breakfast. Now I'm full, sana masarap ang tulog ko sa plane later.

Here's a shot. Asa naman akong merong may future dito. Puro gurangis na foreigngerms lang.

Packing for Europe

I've got six hours left before I leave for the airport. Kuya Germs, walang tulugan na 'to.

By the way, we've just moved here today. That partly explains the mess. I'd be staying less than a day and wouldn't be back for two weeks. When I get back, I hope Levs would have taken care of everything by then, hehe.

Hans Brinker Budget Hotel

I've booked two nights in the Worst Hotel in the World. *Ominous thunder*

Check out everything in their website. Radical branding.