Marimla

I feel so cold. Bira ku ne ing lagyu mu keng Y!M, keng BS, at keng telepono ku. If I really wanted (wished) to let go, I should’ve done this a long time ago.

E naku man mimwa keka. Ika ing mimwa kanaku. All those nasty things I’ve said about you, I do not mean them now. Pati itang status message ku a kitang mu kanaku kung para keka ya na meglaram ku pang ali naman pero keng tutu wa. Defense mechanism, projection. Kasi menasakitan ku mu talaga. Up until now. Pero siguru dapat mu kaku ing egana-ganang kasakitan a araramdaman ku kasi penasakitan da ka rin naman. For that, I’m sorry. Balu ku peuranan da na kang makanini manibat bakasyun. Ali na ka man makibat.

I hope the best for you. Sana salesen mu ne ing biye mu kung ali mapaldak na kang tuluyan. Balu mo, metung mu naman ing aanyaran ku keka. Friendship. Pero siguro malawut nang malyari ita. I don’t know your exact reasons, I can only speculate. Kasi pin naman emuku paksabyan o pakibatan. Siguru masyadu kung marok keng lawe mu kaya makanita. But now I’m letting go. I’m letting things be. Mabayat man keng lub.

One thing. Buran ku no sana keng PC ku reng litratung atsu ka. I made what I promised myself one last look. I couldn’t. I’m leaving theme there.

Patugut naku. Sana akit me ini.