Get Myself Together

It's all over like steps in the first snow. Something's been building up and it's going to blow.

My momma called me last night. She said, "When nothing else fits, pick up the pieces and move on." I see the flashing LED lights. I just can't make sense of the bits. It's like my mind is gone.

I can't stand to see you upset, but you already know. The more close it gets, the less I want to go.

I saw my brother last night. He said, "I know you too well. You can't pretend that nothing's wrong." I see the fuse that ignites like I'm outside of myself. It's like my mind is gone.

My daddy put me aside like when I was a child. He said, "I trust you decide on what you know is right. And for whatever it's worth, I am on your side."

There's no denying the mess that I got us in. And I've been trying my best not to make a scene. I just can't make a sense of it all. It's like my mind is gone.

I got, got to get, get my head back on. I got, got to get myself together. When this hurt is gone, I got, got to get myself together. I got, got to get... I can't tell what's right or wrong. I wish there's something could be done. I'm not that clever. When this hurt is gone, I got, got to get myself together...

Business Lounge in NAIA

Hindi na nga ako natulog. Masakit na ang likod ko, feeling ko magkaka-asthma na ako.

Anyway, I left for the airport two hours earlier I've wanted to experience the business lounge here in NAIA, which I missed in my last trip. Now I'm blogging from here, waiting to board in an hour. Syempre PG (i.e. patay-gutom), I took advantage of the free food: arroz caldo, adobo sandwich, and pandesal with cheese pimiento for breakfast. Now I'm full, sana masarap ang tulog ko sa plane later.

Here's a shot. Asa naman akong merong may future dito. Puro gurangis na foreigngerms lang.

Packing for Europe

I've got six hours left before I leave for the airport. Kuya Germs, walang tulugan na 'to.

By the way, we've just moved here today. That partly explains the mess. I'd be staying less than a day and wouldn't be back for two weeks. When I get back, I hope Levs would have taken care of everything by then, hehe.

Hans Brinker Budget Hotel

I've booked two nights in the Worst Hotel in the World. *Ominous thunder*

Check out everything in their website. Radical branding.

Winter Clothes

Where to shop: Zara... o Ez-M Zurplus? Haha.

(Magtwitter na lang kaya ako, no?)

DM

One month of zero exposure to JZ and PV commences now. Kaya ko kaya?

God Bless Aretha Franklin

Bigla akong nalungkot. Sana hindi totoo ang chismis na may cancer si Aretha. Kani-kanina na lang inemail ko yung teammates ko that this video made my day. "What on earth am I doing this early?"

Hay. :(

What Say You, Bitches!

The look of disbelief on your faces: Priceless!

Tuxessories, Pt. 2

First part is here. In fairness sa akin, nasuot ko na yung bigote. Hindi ko pa carry yung pangil. Isang beses nga. :-=

Super Mustachio

Teeth of a Killer

Maligayang Pasko from Utada Hikaru

She's acknowledging her Filipino fans! That or she just went wild with Google Translate.

Baguio

Hidoi Yume

I still feel the blood rushing to my face. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and with his other hand he ruffled my hair as if I were his younger brother. How did it come to this point? We weren't in speaking terms. I doubt that he even knew my name.

I winced, seeing the smirk on my friends' faces only embarrassed me more. Every time I bring up his name almost always they would retort with the word "gayface" as if it were a bad thing. (Think Chace Crawford and Zac Efron.)

I really should cut on fastfood. How cruel that bangungot disguised itself as the object of my affection. To think that barriers have been broken; the way it felt when he touched me is unspeakable. Paasa.

Gourmand Trivia

Minsan kapag kumain ka ng tanghalian sabihin mo sa kasama mo, "Mas masarap pala ang arroz caldo pag nanggaling na sa tiyan."

Pagkatapos makiinom sa iced tea mo sabihin mo sa nakiinom, "Mas masarap pala ang iced tea pag nanggaling na sa bibig."

Mi Chico Latino

Francisco Lachowski. He's Brazilian and he makes me cry.

I Love Dick

Now here's a totally unrelated picture.

I was tempted to give the devil-horn fingers peace sign— over Dick Gordon's head, that is— but decided not to. Cue: Alanis. So I got one hand in my pocket and the other one is squeezing someone's tushy. And that tushy is actually mine. I had to keep myself in check, I was starstruck, haha.

Fack, ang baboy ng mukha ko!

Tuxessories

You may visit them at http://tuxessories.bigcartel.com/.

Mga binili ko. Saan at kailan ko naman susuotin? Haha.

I ❤ Yaoi

Omnomatopoeia

I Miss Lutong-bahay

Sinigang. Nilaga. Laing. Bicol Express.

Naku, these barangay election people are crowding my street. Paano makakadaan si kuya Chowking delivery!