Deny to Death

While leeching "Flavor Of Life" and "Konna ni Chikaku de..." at 100 kbps average.

Maggot: Ifrico, nagda-download ka?
Moi: Hindi.

:P

Elevate 2007

Watched Elevate at the UP Theater tonight with my buddy. It's a milestone for both of us (Don't you think so, Charree?) On top of that, we exchanged not text messages nor the usual, awkward, shy smiles but words, actual spoken words. Haha.

And he should have never set foot on stage. What an eyesore! Terrible! (Hmm.)

Not Charming at All

Poke me again with your finger, and with my very own teeth, I'll sever it off your hand. I'm serious. Rabied, too.

I've Been Waiting for This

Suneohair

Artist: Suneohair
Title: Skirt

Album art

Tracklist:
1. Skirt (5:15) [transliteration]
2. Split (3:56) [transliteration] ~ Ending theme to "Honey and Clover II"
3. kagefumi (3:39)
4. Solution (4:07)
5. Minute heat (2:57) [translation]
6. Terminal (5:08) [transliteration]
7. It is easy, you say, it is (5:55) [translation]
8. headphone music (5:14)
9. I don't know (4:55)
10. Green rainbow (3:22) [translation]
11. SEASON (5:08)
12. Sun (5:31) [translation]

"Eru Desu."

Eru: kamusta?
Ai: ok lang
Ai: ikaw?
Eru: ok lang din naman
Eru: sobrang nagbago na talaga noh? sorry for the last conversation/bangayan in ym[...]
Ai: yuh, okay lang yun
Ai: mas maganda na siguro yung ganito
Ai: may distansya
Eru: yep, so that i can't have the chance to push you away again. gusto lang kitang kamustahin :)

Konna ni Chikaku de...

That night I realized how painful love could be with you so close to me and also because I know you better than anyone else. Every time you offer me your kind support my heart starts to tighten.

Like this, like this, I gaze at you from so close. Why, why are we only friends? No matter how, how strong my feelings are I just can’t tell them to you. You don’t understand it, I’m so in love with you.

When I’m with you, I always seem so healthy, but I’m always hiding my tears and my sleepless nights. I ain’t feeling good. I’m starting to lie to you, the person I talk about more.

That’s why every day, every day, I feel so much pain. How many, how many more sleepless nights will I have to pass through? If only I could go back to the first, the first day that we met. I’m so in love with you.

If I don’t end up showing all my love with two more smiles, certainly I won’t be able to leave this hopeless sadness, but I just can’t reveal in my smile all my love, and we continue to be just friends.

Actually, actually, I like you since a long time ago. Always, always I will keep loving you. You, you, this feeling that can’t reach you already reached the blue skies. I’m so in love with you.

Like this, like this, I gaze at you from so close. Why, why are we only friends? No matter how, how strong my feelings are I just can’t tell them to you. You don’t understand it, I’m so in love with you.

CHE.R.RY

Yeng YUI


Grimace YUI again

My palm trembled, and that was turning into a small courage. I'd always disliked emoji (emoticons), but I got excited if they were from you.

It’s no good if I reply too soon. I heard that from someone before, but I can’t do these strategy things. I like you.

I’ve fallen in love. Probably, you don’t realize it, right? Putting a wish into the starry night, CHE.R.RY., with my fingertips, I send a message towards you.

The sakura are blossoming. The entire scenery that can be viewed from this room now, I’d rather exchange it for the world you felt for ten seconds.

I don’t mind even if it’s just one line. I want words from you. I can even keep on believing lies because I like you.

The fruits that grow sweet are good. I want to grow them from casual conversation.

The start of love, my heart contracts with a clench. No matter how long, I’ll be waiting the message I entrust to the cold night wind of spring.

Spamiolo

Sam: I want to be complete... Pah-puh Piolo.

Such a cute couple, don't you think? Winner silang pareho! Haha.

Yay to shounen-ai! I hope they push it further, take it to the next level. The yaoi level, that is. I want to see some action, a flipflop maybe. Let's go for versatility. Haha. (It's free to dream, ano ba!)

Be Sensitive

Stop mentioning *bleep* in your conversations especially when I'm around eavesdropping. It's rude.

Marumi Ka

And you know that. If you fail to realize it, take the hint. Do something about it will you because it's very unbecoming. Mukha ka pa namang malinis. Clean up your act-- literally.

Oo, Ipinagduduldulan Kong Matalino Ako. Bakit Ba?

Out of sheer boredom, I took a free IQ test from this site. Despite having been stressed and depressed, I still managed to score highly. Whee! It's such a pleasant surprise... Who the fart am I fooling? I always convince myself that I indeed am intelligent. And what does my having superior IQ signify? Nothing. Pakonswelo lang. (High EQ tramps high IQ, moron!)

Self-deprivation

Because this way you hurt yourself less. Or so you think.

You need to work more on concealing your emotions. Because a straight face just won't do.

Wear that contrived smile! Put on a happy face!

The Politics of Jealousy

...

As much as I want to share my innermost thoughts with you, dearest readers, I can't. "Why" you ask. I say, "Because I can't write". The creative juices still gush inside; it's just that I've been constipated lately. Or maybe my brain cells have halted regenerating altogether. Worse, they have been too engrossed with some lysosome action. Hello, dementia. Hello, Alzheimer's.

It's better this way, I suppose. Wearing my heart on my sleeve would only put me through deeper shit than I already am in. (Grammar check!)

Kimi no Keki

Definitely feeling better now than I did the past two days. I suffered from tonsillitis and allergic rhinitis (pinaarteng "sipon" according to Katty) followed by fever. I was so sapped I could hardly stand, add to that that I had a pounding headache. I wasn't allowed to take any full bath the entire time so you could just imagine how grimy I felt, with a runny nose and all. ("And all"?)

At least I had legitimate excuse to pig around, eating and sleeping then eating and sleeping again. The best part was the midnight snack. A while ago I had ube cake from A la Creme (Yummy!), instant noodles, tofu with vegetables, and beef broth. The variety of flavors inside the mouth was truly delightful! ("Truly delightful"?) When gluttony strikes, I, ignorant of the concept of delayed gratification, am not one to resist. Woink woink. Now I just have to worry about diarrhea. And the probability of not ever waking up after tonight's this morning's sleep.

Live A.I.D.S; Alumnight

February 3, 2007

2PM. Watched UP Samaskom Live A.I.D.S. (LA) Monologues. Out of the four LA I've watched since I was a UP freshie, I should say this is the second best, next to LA 20 if not at par with it. Ate Glow, Tuesday Vargas, and R.S. Francisco were some of the performers. The show was worth the one hundred, fifty pesos.

Thanks, Jazelli, for accompanying me! :D

7PM. Attended the CE Week Alumnight at Kowloon House, West Avenue. I lost count of the fried lumpia I was shoving down my throat. And I got to take home two plastic bags of leftover food. Whee!

It's nice to see Chudy and Krissopper again. :D
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I want to join them to Manaoag. But I can't. :(

She Can't Fight the Moonlight

I can't blame her. Even I can't fight it. I realized big brown eyes can hypnotize... I will just have to try very, very hard to contain the green-eyed monstrosity. The devil inside, devil deep inside me...

They don't know I burn!
They don't know I burn!
They don't know I burn burn burn!

Because Lately You've Been Getting on My Nerves

I shall give you the cold, silent treatment. And the occasional, sarcastic smile depending on my mood. *Someone raises a question, "E di ba yun na yung normal mo?" I give him the stare. Worthless creature dies petrified.*

I assume you feel the same way towards me. Quits na lang tayo. *Smiles*

Ivan's Law: Everything ends with that two-letter acronym.