Paul is sleeping over because his power got disconnected. What luck he has got this week.

Your being adamant on your self-imposed non-disclosure on that subject revives this feeling of contempt inside me. I hope you, all of you, suffer in silence for eternity.

Because his work laptop was encrypted, Paul asked if he can use mine to transfer Game of Thrones episodes between his flash devices. Seconds after coming over, he realized he forgot his key and that he locked himself out of his condo unit. So, he searched online and called to avail of a 24/7 locksmith service. After thirty minutes or so of waiting time (and awkward small talk), we went over to his place to meet the locksmith. He did a quick job of picking the lock and that was it for the night.

It was 11:11 on my phone screen. I had the impulse to take a screenshot but decided against it. There’s no one to send it to.

There's a swelling in the inside corner of my mouth near where my lower, right wisdom tooth used to be. I need to take my Clindamycin.

Last Saturday night I stubbed the pinky toe on my left foot, nail broken in half. It was a bloody mess. Painful, too.

ContaJon

Ako, Sansa, Jon

Movie Date with a Philippine Volcano

He is Jon Morales. He grew up and studied in the US. He is currently based in the Philppines, working for an NGO and taking up graduate studies in UP. I already met him last December in a meet-and-greet dinner organized by Jessica Zafra. Luckily, I will be meeting him again tomorrow night for a movie group date. Eek!

In ata ang magkasakit ngayon kaya pati ako nakiuso. I will and should be well by tomorrow!

I promise, pictures don't do him justice. He's more gwapo in person.

K12

This is Kylie fever! Ako na, ako na ang bakla. Pero mas bakla ang concert ni Kylie! I still can't get over Aphrodite Live. Masyado akong na-attach it's pathetic. My heart aches for Kylie and her fabuliscious male dancers. Look at them! (Forgive the image quality, hindi SLR, cellphone cam lang. I've shot videos, mostly.)

And look at the seat number my friend booked for HP7. Grabe, no?

Kylie, Aphrodite

I'm so stressed with work right now. Fast forward na sana!

Look, I'll be in row K. K for Kylie!

Hope Summer Ends Prematurely

It feels like a heavy weight has been lifted off my chest, but I've been examining myself, and I still am unsure that I'm not sour-graping.
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Kumain ako sa Jollibee kanina bago sumakay ng bus pa-Cubao. Syempre Spicy Chickenjoy na naman inorder ko. Bilin ko sa cashier, "Yung red meat, please." What I meant to say was "dark meat". Kakahiya!
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The last train's gone; we walk through the night. The moon shines down like a spotlight.

Ibunnee

It's like "I, bunny," pero parang "ay, buni" o "ee, buni".

About Me

My baby, there's something you should know about me before you propose although we have known each other for quite a while.

Whenever you need me I'm going to try to make it through to you, but I'm not always ready to. When you are not watching, I prepare myself for you, but I worry that I might have been misunderstood.

I've got to tell you, I want to tell you I can be lazy, but I'll try not to. Maybe I'm not a very honest person. Right now you're sure that you love me, but are you really sure that you know all about me? Up and down and down, down, down, down we go.

My baby, a lot could happen before tomorrow. Think about the pain before you take another dose. Who knows if it could be good for you after all?

Whatever you give me I'm going to try to give you something new, not something you've already chewed. When you are not watching, I prepare myself for you because this could be good.

What's bugging you? I've got to tell you, I want to tell you I can be crazy, but I don't want to. Maybe I'm not a very honest person. What if I don't want a baby yet? Is it okay if I'm not cute and naive? Up and down and down, down, down, down we go.

This could be good so I've got to tell you, I want to tell you you can be shady. What are you going through? Maybe you're not a very honest person. You say you're sure that you love me. How could that be when you keep so much from me? Turn the tables 'round, 'round and 'round we go.

Right now you're sure that you love me, but are you really ready to know more about me? Up and down and down, 'round and 'round and 'round. Where do we go...

Amsterdam

Of the few photos I'm in and shot through my phone, this has to be the one I like the most. Wait, were my eyes closed? Waah! (Yucch, parang tanga, as if hindi alam.)

Me and some Americans in our 3-hour city bike tour. :)

Get Myself Together

It's all over like steps in the first snow. Something's been building up and it's going to blow.

My momma called me last night. She said, "When nothing else fits, pick up the pieces and move on." I see the flashing LED lights. I just can't make sense of the bits. It's like my mind is gone.

I can't stand to see you upset, but you already know. The more close it gets, the less I want to go.

I saw my brother last night. He said, "I know you too well. You can't pretend that nothing's wrong." I see the fuse that ignites like I'm outside of myself. It's like my mind is gone.

My daddy put me aside like when I was a child. He said, "I trust you decide on what you know is right. And for whatever it's worth, I am on your side."

There's no denying the mess that I got us in. And I've been trying my best not to make a scene. I just can't make a sense of it all. It's like my mind is gone.

I got, got to get, get my head back on. I got, got to get myself together. When this hurt is gone, I got, got to get myself together. I got, got to get... I can't tell what's right or wrong. I wish there's something could be done. I'm not that clever. When this hurt is gone, I got, got to get myself together...

Business Lounge in NAIA

Hindi na nga ako natulog. Masakit na ang likod ko, feeling ko magkaka-asthma na ako.

Anyway, I left for the airport two hours earlier I've wanted to experience the business lounge here in NAIA, which I missed in my last trip. Now I'm blogging from here, waiting to board in an hour. Syempre PG (i.e. patay-gutom), I took advantage of the free food: arroz caldo, adobo sandwich, and pandesal with cheese pimiento for breakfast. Now I'm full, sana masarap ang tulog ko sa plane later.

Here's a shot. Asa naman akong merong may future dito. Puro gurangis na foreigngerms lang.

Packing for Europe

I've got six hours left before I leave for the airport. Kuya Germs, walang tulugan na 'to.

By the way, we've just moved here today. That partly explains the mess. I'd be staying less than a day and wouldn't be back for two weeks. When I get back, I hope Levs would have taken care of everything by then, hehe.

Hans Brinker Budget Hotel

I've booked two nights in the Worst Hotel in the World. *Ominous thunder*

Check out everything in their website. Radical branding.